The little things in life. =)

i don't understand. i fail to see what can drive such behavior. i do not see how such evil can exist. why? i do not see how any sort of behavior can warrant a "i think u should just die. you know why? cus nobody cares." that's appalling, unacceptable, revolting and the list goes on. what happened to respect? to care for humanity? care begins from home, from a person as an individual. if one lacks the ability to spare a thought for the fellow human beings around him, 1, 2, 3 10, 20.... packets of blood will not redeem him. he will still be as he is- heartless and insensitive. allow me to be frank. let me first compose myself. ryt human nature can take on so many shocking turns. 18 years of my life on the face of Earth, i've seen many different types of ppl. i once thought everybody was lyk my friends- nice understanding and accomodating. i went up to secondary, then i know that tact is a gift. but that was alryt, a few hard slashings, and i've become reasonably...

HO HO! this is to any1 hu still checks da blog-> I ROCK UR WORLD I NOE! O YES I DO! ryt! 4:38am on cny! chu yi! [1st day] I! felt lyk blogging ho! bt i have absolutely no idea wat to rant about =) OSH! hmmz, currently, i slaying the pineapple tarts frm ili, a layer at a tym, at an uber high rate HO! not much left! DEPRESSING SEH! ryt, let me rant hoho! *cricket sings majullah singapura!* rar! nvm! hoho! **lightbulb** idea!shall rant bout cny...mmm, rilli wasnt looking fwd to this year's cny, for reasons unknown to me. tried to quote some reasons, bt thy're tooooo feeble to fuel my disinterest n erm if i may say dread for cny. so there! HO! jus wasnt looking fwd lor, nt in da mood i tk. hmmz =/ anyhows, visited chinatown jus now, the action, colours, noise, spirit did tickle my interest for a short moment, but lyk a baby w uber short attention span, da novelty wore off! HOHO!!!!! im ranting! NONSENSE!! GARBAGE! YAY! =D i wana watch bridge to terabithia. i think one of da char...

hoho! kop frm nad!! so some of da ans remains da SAME!! y? cus im LAAAZXZZZYYYY 01. Your name --seow ken!! [sumtyms ppl pronounce it as shiow ken, i JUS realised thy were calling me HOT all along hoho!] 02. Hobbies -- Eating, sleeping, slacking, breathing, reading. Practically anything which doesn't bore me and keeps me alive. 03. Gender -- Female, i suppose. 04. School/work -- p Junior College. rar. 05. Height -- 16o cm short. I desperately want to grow taller. Boohoo. 06. Horoscope -- Aquarius. WE rock! 07. Address -- Teck Whye Lane. 08. Email -- ksk_1989@hotmail.com 09. Hair colour -- black n white! wosh! white hair ROCK! 10. Eye colour -- brack, i think. 11. Skin colour -- sh*t colour!! hoho! brown. But fairer in the areas not exposed to the sun. 12. Right or left handed -- Rightie. 13. Status -- Single and loving it! 14. Siblings -- 1 older brother who is most of the times, non-existent. 15. Last 5 digit of your mobile no -- 82876. 16. When's your Birthday -- 21/12/1989. [...

WHEESH!!!!! i lyk !! ESP-ly DA constipated singign part! WOSH! :D

RARR!!!! this is da "backwards" of the song, with the events "forwards" RARR! test test test is HOHOHO!

RARRR!!!!!! PWETTY old song rarrr!! waahaha jus trying out da post video sect of youtube! whee~~!! o ya, btw, da [cute! =D] english teacher in da china sch i visited used this song to teach ya... damn sad song... rilli awww~~~

i jus woke up. i woke up really depressed, upon realising tt today, i have got tons of work tt nds to b done, n still undone. upon realising tt china ppt is today. i checked my fone. thn i started luffing. =D almost wanted to CHEER! wahaha! no, it's not the sms-es. i simply saw tt it was 2+ only. duno y. but im MOTHERhappy! MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHE...

life. ends. eventually. i count my blessings many times a day, for having all my loved ones by my side. for being alive. at 10, as i light up those joss sticks n pray for blessings. i wish for success in my studies, my life. at 15, i started to pray for everyone in my family. n started to feel tt i've slightly matured n became less self centered, starting to care for my family... at 17, i pray for everyone in my life. thn i realised tt caring for others, in an indirect sort of way, is my way of being selfish. bt selfish i'll cont to b. i won't deny, i fear the cycle of life n death. i fear it, reject it, and try to ignore it. but death has time n again stared me in the face, such tt i cant help but acknowledge its presence. i'm frightened by the fragility of life. by how easily life in a person cn disappear, the way i can choose to shut down this computer. i cannot stand the thought of losing someone. cant stand the thought of anyone losing something as valuable as life...

RARRR!!!!!!!!! wahaha, jus read tt cloned food cld b up for sales in america next yr!! RARRARARA!!!!! cool idea huh??! all this CLONING stuff!! whee, imgine a few yrs frm now rarrrr... no nd to cry over spilled guts!: wah seh!! my dog dying sia!! HOW? CLONE! old dog? nvm la... no nd to cry over empty stomach!: still v hungry!! clone la! clone clone clone kill kill kill!! EAT! no nd to cry over lack of ppl! s'pore is undergoing a low birth rate, aging popu era.. n in our view, the most viable soltion wld b to... CLONE!! CLONE you!!CLONE you!!CLONE you!!CLONE you!!CLONE you!!CLONE you!!CLONE you!!CLONE you!!n maybe clone lots n lots of ME!!!!! RARRR! world dominance!! go mo jo jo jo!!!!!!! dun even nd to cry over lack of $$ for enuf clones u noe!!!! i save money...make ONE clone... we both go work!! make more money!! each 1 makes ONE more clone! so now, we hav FOUR! work work clone clone work work clone clonework work clone clone work work clone clonework work clone clone work wor...

Describe yourself in 7 words: smart gorgeous king of the world sk-ish [ tt jus means the best in evting in all degrees=D, don’t tell me I exceeded 7 words! No! =D hu cares bout the word limit anyway?! =D] What's the best feeling in the world? Being around friends!! Who do you consider your bestest friends? RARRR!!!!!!! Mmm… haha… nad-my wife! Li-my black! Cal-my comrade! Qp-my bitch! Weilin-my bimbo! XY-my pee!! [haa she jux sent me a farni msg!! "friendship is lyk peeing in ur pants, everyone sees it but only yew can feel the true warmth of it"LOL!!! =D What do you think of most? Hmmz… think of most? Most what? Most ppl ? most things? RARRR… nvm…tt’s how I 1st undrstd it… mmm FOOOD!!!!!!! Definitely! RARRRR! Who do you think of most? Rarrrr . I duno leh… Why do you think people love you? ___________________________________________ [fill in da blanks =)] Why do you think people hate you? Ahhhh hate me?? NO….. =D… maybe cuz erm… aiya I duno la! Pek chek leh! How m I suppos...

RARR!!! had a BBQ w da dudes on tues[19th] bit sad tt not many ppl turned up...=( bt nvm tt!! =D was way nice to c da old faces agaiN!=D RARR!!!! haa...tt day xy passed me a cd of fotos to pass to nad... n pass i havent, bt looked thru i did.. =) b4 u say i was peeping... i sorta had permission to ok!! =D me:"i oso wan da pics!! " xy:" thn u cn gt frm nad wat!!=D" i presume it's this same cd ...so yap... lkd thru it....=D. i hope u dun mind!! =D wahhhhhhh....i rilli rilli rilli miss it.. those days... those buddies!! those jokes, quarrels, punishments, drills, cis, ncos, cadets...=) I LOVE NP!!!!!!!!!!! rilli rilli do!!!!!!!! ahhh~ haha...lk thru da pics... n remembered many many things... haha... saw da ci's video's!!!-got...ade jinhui honglim qihui hongyun junjie junwei mu liang- FARNNY!!!haa... speaking of CIs...im very interested to noe!! n owaes wanted to ask... what happened then ah? haha i seriously have bad memory... all i remember was tt 1 mome...

it's ancient. and i most probably shouldn't rake this up n open up old wounds. but, i don't want to leave things hanging. why did i allow it to end that way? why did i make it so? im sorry. my secondary school years- especially the times i had with my np buddies- was, is and most probably will continue to be the best time of my entire life. that still hold true, the only difference now, is that i'm starting to see what lies underneath the pretty facade. the blood, hurt, pain, sadness of others. i plead guilty. i'm sorry. i'm aware that no amount of apology can make up for the hurt i've caused. but that's the only thing i can do within my powers. im sorry. i really didn't mean to hurt, or spoil that special day for u- our one and only ROD... really didn't mean to. neither did i mean to cause hurt with my actions, but trust me, our intentions were not as you thought they were. in fact, we didn't intend anything at all. but it's the unthinki...

The calm, Cool face of the river Asked me for a kiss. --langston hughes love this poem. wahaha guess da title man!! =D shd b quite obvious... The Negro Speaks of Rivers I've known rivers: I've known rivers ancient as the world and older than the flow of human blood in human rivers My soul has grown deep like the rivers. I bathed in the Euphrates when dawns were young I built my hut near the Congo and it lulled me to sleep. I looked upon the Nile and raised the pyramids above it. I heard the singing of the Mississippi when Abe Lincoln went down to New Orleans, and I've seen its muddy bosom turn all golden in the sunset I've known rivers: Ancient, dusky rivers. My soul has grown deep like the rivers. by Langston Hughes wahaha... reading abit of poetry here and thr....=D quite fun realli... when you want sth to do...=D mmm...chk out langston hughes!! and emily dickinson!! ALRYT!! haa...nad asked for a post...lol..ya...so i randomly put sth up...=D wahaha I FRIGGIN' ROC...

wahaha... plenty has happened... n erm, lemmi jus blog bout it la hor?? =D wahaha lazy to beat about the bush as usual la.. =D ALRYT! **warning: u myt not wana read what i wrote la.... it's not interesting lol...seriously... not in a proper writing mood... jus diarhhoea for my own pleasure... ya...aft all tt constipation in china...so erm...pls dont read it... it'll bore u... dont say i din warn u ...=D da china trip part esp-ly lols..** china exchange trip well... let's see.., it was a short but long but memorable trip. let's c... i wasnt excited about going realli... but it turned out to be pretty interesting an experience.. let's see.... we did the standard stuff: the walks in the park; up the great wall; shopping ( my tian~ those dudes r serious aunties whn it comes to shopping!! bargain bargain!! MORE SHOPPING!!lol...=D) thn we also had the standard exchange trip stuff: the lesson observations; pottery n paper cutting; n well, MORE lesson observations [trust ...

Your Brain is 47% Female, 53% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain? You Are Pretty Logical You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area! How Logical Are You? You Are A Loyal Sidekick While you aren't the most visable one in your group... You're always up for a good time or conversation And you stick with your friends no matter what You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way! What Kind of Friend Are You? You are 67% Aquarius How Aquarius Are You? 43% wackio?? You Should Drive a Lamborghini A true daredevil, you're always in search of a new rush. Clearly, you're a total speed demon... just don't get caught! What Sports Car Should You D...

eh~~ hah i dun wana say too much...=D but.. da 2 songs pretty much sums up wtv i hav to say. SORRY IT'S CHINESE!! 有你真好 这时候 最能让我想起你 多希望你在这里 你总是愿意 把你的手心借给我握紧 该往哪里 我总是依赖着你 你是我的方向感 我可以确定 你会带着我朝对的方向前进 i'm thinking of you 我有你真好 你能让烦恼变得渺小 我遇见一个最懂我的人 我会提醒自己把这份爱收好 i'm thinking of you 我有你真好 只要牵着你的手就知道 我不是一个人在这世界停靠 因为我拥有你 在我心里 i'm thinking of you 有你真好 thinking of you 因为有你我看见世界的美丽 i'm thinking of you 我有你真好 只要牵着你的手就知道(我就知道) 我早已经没有任何缺少 因为我拥有你在我心里 一个像夏天 一个像秋天 第一次见面看你不太顺眼 谁知道后来关系那么密切 我们一个像夏天一个像秋天 却总能把冬天变成了春天 你拖我离开一场爱的风雪 我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼 遇见一个人然后生命全改变 原来不是恋爱才有的情节 如果不是你 我不会相信 朋友比情人还死心塌地 就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰 你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句 如果不是你 我不会确定 朋友比情人更懂得倾听 我的胸怀志意 我的有口无心 我离不开darling更离不开你 你了解我所有得意的东西 拆穿我留些意怕我忘形 你知道我所有丢脸的事情 却为我的美好形像保密 i haha rilli dun wana write too much la... =D dun lyk mush...=D sk

I'LL DO A TRIBUTE TO PW TOOO!!! =D wakaka ahhh~~ woke up wayyyyyyy too early n cldnt gt back to slp....bt at least i wont snooze 8-9 tyms....=D**coughs: silei!** wakaka alryt!! a tribute to pw....let's run through that entire journey...=) well, personally...=) i m one person who really loves projects....n my -chokes: super uber gullible- take on pw was tt....well, IT"S GONA B SO FUN!!!! i was so wrong...=D o yar...entire journey.. ryt. start of pw... haha...i admit...i was super worried about who my grp members r... n whn i saw my grp....i felt hmm... alryt... looks harmless....let's hope thy actualli talk. N UDUV^&%%&GSDTS%$EFSCHTDYD!!!!!!!!! to my utmost surprise!! they TALK!!!!! n they speak english!! wow!!! i actualli UNDERSTOOD n wat's more!! we cld COMMUNICATE! wow damn it...=) lol... but other than lyn..... thy were all unfamiliar faces n voices ... n **osh! new discovery** thy were from all the diff cliques in class!! =O! haha...lei frm changyu eile...

been a long tym since i last posted anithing on this blog. doubt any1 will still chk it...lol... but i gotta do this anyhows....cuz i dun tk i cn do this face to face, neither do i feel comfortable doing this on my class blog.... s'ppose u cn say im lying to myself. i wun say u're rong. hah...im posting, so tt my fweelings will b aired in public [so tt i cn at least reassure myself] but wont b read by any1 i wana sae this to... haha...nt too comfortable w/ nice sweet cosy intimate emotions u c....lols...=D here i go tribute to 06s05 lol....da yr din start out smoothly for me. definitely no. i'll face up to tt now. since it's old ancient history.=D lol....3 mths in pj was alryt, i din care, cuz it wasnt permanent... bt aft 3 mths, whn i gt to aj, i cant pretend tt i wasnt happy. i was. my ego was fulfiled.. haha yep i sure as hell m prideful. n i rilli din tk much of pj. bt i decided to giv it a shot anyhows...n i transferred back to pj... [aj was haha bit too hard wor...

to whom it may concern: i begin to realise, just like da sacred 3, "sorry" loses it's value whn one use it excessively... pray, trust when i say i mean every sorry i say... cuz i do... n i do blame myself for wtv is worth apologising for... tt encompasses a lot... i have a lot to apologise for, perhaps more than any amount of apologies can make up for... but. it does not necessarily mean i think im da only one at fault. i m starting to get tired of being the 1 who seems to realise her faults; when sometimes, other equally guilty parties are oblivious to their inherent flaws. crudely put- i expect apologies, yes, apologise. that alone can, for me, clear anyone of their crime. is that too much to ask? an acknowledgment that u r not the best n so u make mistakes? it irks me to have to handle your apparent lack of self knowledge; sensitivity; EQ ; respect; yadah... da list goes on... sir, hu, if urs truly would allow me to ask- r u to "give me permission" to do as ...