The little things in life. =)

this is the 100th post for the blog. Well, since everybody always do some kind of reflection thingy when their blog reaches a landmark millenium, i decided... that i shall... heck it. =) life is crazy nowadays. Thr's damn a lot to do it seems. i still feel like i procrastinate and slack on some days (completely) and feel dead guilty,

ok, nerds are callled nerds for a reason. =D i've had 3 most enjoyable day, but the 1st thg on my mind is still: OH MY GOSH. I FINALLY SAW THE END OF EXAMS. time really flies, i'm no longer a freshman! come 3 yrs time and i'll be looking forward to graduation. amazing. As much as i wish to say i can take a break and relax, but i can't. My plate is full; my to do list is running long. yuckyuckyuck. Got college day coming up most immediately. need to do up a speech to introduce the new valedictorian for this year. for pac, we have a lot of house keeping matters to settle. need to start exposing huayuan to all the teachers, need to start handing over matters to the juniors. for rag. WAH LAO i completely slacked for rag k. my float prototypes and designs r not up. havent contacted my sub comms. JIA LAY JIALAT JIALAT, have to start planning! 1st up on my list is to do a timeline all the way until rag day. JIAYOU SK! Spent 3 very enjoyable days with jenny!! =) yay! 1st day: w

New start in a different sense this time. I did it! I called Jenny and told him the two things on my mind. 1. about the phone call at night. 2. about telling ah jiang stuffs i shouldnt have told him. RU SHI ZHONG FU. =) HUGE relief. Judging from my response, it's quite obvious it didnt go badly at all.. =) my maybe wasn't just a maybe. it was truth. =) yay. I just realised, i used to give ppl the benefit of doubt and think the best of them. Meaning which, my maybes will ALWAYS be truths. Along the way i lost this habit. Time to get it back!!! Jenny must feel so hurt that i should be thinking the worst, not the best of him, everytime he does something. Even i feel damn sad thinking about it like that. =/ It's a new beginning! I'm going to carve out a new beginning for myself, him, and our relationship. OPERATION FREEDOM is still on! =) I'M ON! Cheer for me yo! SK's COMING TO THE HOUSE YO! =D I'm back. HAH. TOODLE DUMS, sk p/s: excerpt from phone convo. "

Maybe i should start blogging again. Blogging has always been hovering in the back of my mind for a long time now. I just took a quick skim through my old posts; including the ones on my private blog (Not so private now that I've announced it. But I figured that what i wanted to hide in the past doesn't really need to be hidden.). I realise that i have indeed changed much in terms of character- i used to be so strong; i used to be so cheerful; i used to be so clear minded. --------------------------------------- Why blog? In the past it was partly for entertainment, to look cool, to boast my english standard, (though i know there's nothing to boast about lol) etc. Now, with the comfort that people take that my blog is dead, i think i can safely say i blog for the comfort of organising my thoughts logically. A lot has been going on in my mind for the past few months. Or more aptly put: a lot has been going on in my mind for the past year, ever since i got into a relationship