The little things in life. =)

Still peeved at myself for taking all of 3 decades to figure out my own life!!!  I feel like Hong Dae Yong, ' you have wasted your life' =.=.  Fine. Keep going, figure out how to lead a happy fulfilling life that let's me continue giving back to my family. 

老爸， 2月在我们的人生中是一个喜悲参半的一个月。 这个月见证你我的生日，见证了你的过世，间接也见证了我们家因此的转变。 爸爸，谢谢你从小就那么疼爱我，宠我。我最想念的，是很多日常的小事。星期天，一起去吃早餐，我的第一次吃 zhwee kwei, 我们星期天的米饭炸鸡翅，都是我好珍惜的回忆。爸爸的聪明，幽默，合群，是我们家无所取代的。新年初二你也在吧。我们都想你想到。。。 希望你过得不错哦。 不要太担心我们，我们会照顾mummy.  爱你的妹妹

红彤彤的脸颊 湿淋淋的衬衫 心满满地盼家 期待将来的旅程 ♡

Dear dear, thank you for being by my side emotionally when I needed to make hard decisions that I didn't really want to make. I guess I'm accustomed to being a decision maker and driver in most situations. That's one of my most dreaded things, but it's something I often had to do. I always hated it because I felt alone and a bit helpless needing to make decisions on my own. But you were there for me, the worst didn't feel that bad..  好快哦，我们8个月了! 😍😍 8 months on and I still feel like I have endless things to discover about you, endless things to discuss with you. 8 months on, and I'm glad our love is growing and growing. Dear dear,  I feel like 2020 had been quite a rough one for you. Hang in there, jiayou jiayou and remember that I'm always rooting, cheering and screaming for you!! You're my most special present from 2020, and we will be each other's future from hereon.  Thank you for being you my love. I love you 🙆‍♀️🙆‍♂️❤ 新年快乐! ^^ -o

Have you reached hamster heaven yet man man? I hope hamster heaven has load of blueberries, fresh fruits and fresh veggie for you, and lots of ledges for you to lean and sleep on! 

满满呀，mummy loves you. I hope you know that! You will always have a special place in my heart.  I am gonna miss you so badly sweet little one.  I'm gonna miss your cute little face, cute little cuddles and cute little feet that you would allow me to touch and hold haha. Although I imagine u can't be enjoying it.  I'm gonna miss your shy but sweet nature, your gentle beady little eyes that always look for me.  I'm gonna miss your timid little hunch melting into a comfortable and contented prata on my hand, especially when your are enjoying your neck massages, ear and belly rubs..   I'm gonna miss how you trust and love me unconditionally, never bit me even a single time, and allowed me to manipulate your body and feed you meds this way and that, even though it must be super uncomfortable.  Thank you for everything you have given me my dear 满满.  Thank you for being my little one whom I look forward to seeing at home after work. Thank you for letting me just sit with you