The little things in life. =)

So I am really starting to resent all the post work hours pumped into work. I do not see why and how putting in hours to train your staff, do your projects, analyse your data is meaningful to me and my personal growth. I swear I am trying, but this is TOO trying. So I am tired. I need to breath my own air, free my thoughts, and do the things that I need to do to add meaning to my life before i lose it all to the damnation of work! I would love to love my job, yes. And I can. If only I don't need to busy myself with all the hassle of these other things that I don't get to choose. GO AWAY you guys. *miserable whatsapp emoji* Ok, had to get that out of my system. And I'm just procrastinating before I start on them damned viva qns (Your brains must be packed with wonder to think us competent in setting exam qns). May this new found building resentment lead me to a better place, or a better way of doing things without wanting to kill myself. Ha. Ha, Ha. sk

I think it's time to start afresh, right up from ground zero. Funny to attempt a rebirth of character at a quarter of a century, I know. (okay, i confess i struggled between whether I'm a quarter of a decade or quarter of a century old). But well, some things have to be done! To quote my favouritest female singer-songwriter; my (sort-of) life inspiration; "to give yourself a new life, you have to give the other one away". I am famous for holding on too tightly to the past. Perhaps it's time to let good, let go. Seek forgiveness, and also forgive myself for old wrongdoings, whether or not I truly deserve it (who's to judge?). Life simply must not be spent wallowing in the past. (For we are not warthogs, hakuna matata) So-  Hello world, again.  (: sk p/s: #(parenthesesabuse)

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