The little things in life. =)

went for briefing today. WA KAO. i can safely say that today is THE! most boring day i ever had to sit through. THE MOST ok! n i've always been very proud of my ability to self-entertain; and today! i couldn't even do that wa piang. dieeeeeeeeeeee how to endure this all the way to uni?! HOW?! =/ tsk. I QUIT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! =DDD!! MMMMMMWAHAHAHAA!! sigh, now i can't wait to c ili n jo!! TMR!!! n the 31st!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDD cannot wait. seriously. with all the sincerity those 2 words can hold. ahhhhh bored bored bored... lalalala... n this is for the 1st time in this very long holiday lor.. wth... =/ oh well~~

i thought this was really cool~ =DD really love dove campaigns! pro age etc, =D *WAILS AT THE TOPPA MY LUNGS* i SEEEE ur TROOOOOOOOO COLOURS shining thru =)~~~

OUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! =S lol..

i decided to copy KK!! =DDDD!!! love this one!!

what the bloody hell u tell me, what the bloody hell omg!! ARGHHHH!!!!!! LOL guess what happened man, i. just.dropped.my.phone.into.my.glass.of.water. DOM. just like that. what the hell was i doing?!?!?! OMG!!!!! i duno whether to laugh or cry la!!!!!! *whacks forehead** now how? HOWWW??!?!?! aiyo!! WHO in the world voluntaroly throw their phone into their water? u tell me!! ARGHHHHH... shit la, no phone AGAIN LOLOL! mei you yuan la totally... i actually find it very funny- except for the cannot contact ppl bit. lol... sigh, i'll go do sth abt it... sk

to the few kind souls who still comes by to dust this god forsaken place:::: hi jason! n bye! phew good riddance =DD nahahaa, just kidding =D n jiahao, the blog is NOT dead ok! it's WINTER (yes it is, even in singapore) it's only natural to hibernate HAH. kenneth: oops sorry!! =D got that done now!! xiaobai: I BLOGGED AGAIIIIINNNNN!!!! lucky pork in israel now! hurmph! future husband =.= u better dun bring back! =DDD --------------------------------------------- CHRISTMAS IS AROUND THE CORNERRR!!! counting today as tmr (since i havent slept) we are EXACTLY 2 weeks away from christmas. =) i love christmas, i honestly do. it may not have any religious meaning to me, but i love the spirit of christmas, just - literally- for the fun of it! love the joy, cheer, carols (ahh! i dig christmas carols!), etc- absolutely dig it. so yea, just to indulge myself in the festive spirit a little, i went to re-watch this movie (love actually) which many people have raved about (a long long ti

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO SORRY KENNETH!!! =S =S ='( i scatter brain la... so sorry, forgive me pleeeease??? ='( my fellow "ken"? SHE fan? i didn't mean it!! so here's your portion: KENNETH!!! haa, like i said, SHE ADDICT!! =D lucky pork went to she concert!! i oso wan!! thanx for the times when u helped us book bbq pits n wat nots.. =D n yes yes, u always reply msgs one!! unlike me!! =D waka, one of the very FEW hu reply me evtym i msg the class... =DDD (psst. sk is really very sorry ok?? =$ don't read too much into it hor! it's just me.. SORRY!) sk p/s: anyone else i left out?? =S i SCARED.

until today, i still dont know how to spell that word, but i keep using it, each time with a different spelling hmm. RANDOM! updates, got a new haircut, jus like SARAH! =D whaha, still in awe of how tiny thgs lyk a haircut can make one feel so different. i'm a new... MAAAN!!! KAW KAW KAW! don back my contacts, mm, did little chgs here thr... yea~ my point is, life is pretty mundane around here lol.. tried out diff genres of music. jason strongly recommended metallica once b4. expecting it to blast my eardrums to smitherins (duno how to spell either- crap). so i turned the volume to mid range, n braced myself. - then i found myself falling asleep. lol. no la not really. just that they were more soothing than i expected, almost like a lullaby, not too bad, not exactly boring, but their songs r loooonnnngggg... n i have a short attention span. =) not exactly to my taste, but i don't reject it. =) speaking of songs- jay's ne

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OH MY GOODNESS- (WARNING: this is completely random shit =DD reader discretion -if there's any at all lol- is advised =D SERIOUS) its friggin OVERRR!!! im a free birdy!! tweet tweet!!!! (haha, jo don't say i nv mention u!! tuu wit tuu wit, you tuu wit ur way!! =DD) ANYWAY! post a levels are... as good as i think they can get =D an entire day of slow paced, nothingness. ahhhh~ tantalising. my idea of a proper life- no life! =DDD haw haw haw. 2 years in JC wasn't exactly a bed of roses. academic demands were crappy, and when coupled with cca demands, school demands, people, etc, it almost threatened to suffocate- but yea, at the end of it all, i wouldn't disagree that it had been a most interesting and unique experience. JC life for me was especially fulfilling. the a levels period saw me working my ass off (not literally- though i wish =D quite the opposite hapened HAHA)- which was something quite new, considering that slacker had once been my middle name. (n considering

i'm missing.

i am about to start a narrative!! havent done so in SOOO long!! :D:D right! :D today was DRAMA to the *%*%$*-s!!!! :D i was studying at the cc,

went the ARTS HOUSE [old parliament house] for lit yesterday. heard this singaporean poet and found him really good. =D here's one.

心雨 词：方文山　 曲：周杰伦　编曲：林迈可 橡树的绿叶啊　白色的竹篱笆　　　　　　　　　　　 好想告诉我的她　这里像幅画 去年的圣诞卡　镜子里的胡渣　　　　　　　　　　　 画面开始没有她　我还在装傻说 好为我泡花茶　学习摆刀叉　　　　　　　　　　　 学生宿舍空荡荡的家　守着电话　却等不到她 心里的雨倾盆的下　也沾不湿她的发　　　　　　　　 泪晕开　明信片上的牵挂　 那伤心原来没有时差 心里的雨倾盆的下　却始终淋不到她　　　　　　　　 寒风经过院子里的枝桠　也冷却了我手中的鲜花 菊花台 词：方文山 　曲：周杰伦　编曲：钟兴民 你的泪光　柔弱中带伤　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 惨白的月弯弯　勾住过往 夜太漫长　凝结成了霜　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 是谁在阁楼上　冰冷的绝望 雨轻轻弹　朱红色的窗　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 我一生在纸上　被风吹乱 梦在远方　化成一缕香　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 随风飘散　你的模样 菊花残　满地伤　 你的笑容已泛黄　　　　　　　　　 花落人断肠　我心事　静静淌 北风乱　夜未央　你的影子剪不断　　　　　　　　　 徒留我孤单　在湖面成双 花已向晚　飘落了灿烂　　　　　　　　　　　　　 凋谢的世道上　命运不堪 愁莫渡江　秋心拆两半　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 怕你上不了岸　一辈子摇晃 谁的江山　马蹄声狂乱　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 我一身的戎装　呼啸沧桑 天微微亮　你轻声地叹　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 一夜惆怅　如此委婉 was album hopping n saw this album again. never really got the chance to read through the lyrics until now. it's pure poetry. random. =) felt lyk it. sk

my brother and i have taken to flashing rude handsigns at each other. don't be mistaken, it's all taken in good spirit. n i'm quite glad really. Ironically, there's a strange kind of closeness in that; a sort of compromise, a bridge, linking the 2 of us. it feels so odd to say- " i think us siblings r slightly closer now. why? oh. cus we flash rude handsigns at each other." LOL! but yah! from strangers to an awkward sort of acknowledgement, albeit in the form of a handsign. that certainly feels like a step forward. HAH! i just felt like ranting. =) sk

wosh! went visiting at syaza's today!!! BLARDY FUNNY CAN!!!!! =DDD LOL!! there was this 2 super funny videos- 1. "what what my butt!!" some cheapo -erm- hard gay, hillarious, yah. jus DAMN FUNNY LAH! thn another 1 making fun of this bolly wood movie!!! =DD LOL GIRLY MAN GIRLY MAN!! =DD go youtube search 4 it!!! =DD SUPER funny! =D wakaka, lol, it was fuuuuuuunnn man!! wahaha!!!!! n syaza's small bucket of lard is damn nice lah! made nuggets =D. anyhoos! JIA you to syaz!! n nad n kam!! JIA you 4 wat pprs u hav left!!! =D JIA you li! 4 da plain fun of it!! =DDD OOOHOHOHOHO!!!!!!!!! all the best man!!! the best as in, vvv GOOD! as in vv HAO !! GOOD GOOD!!! DA BOMB MAN! =D wah. tt was pure idiocy. =) nvm, i jus made someone happy =). karma booster. sk

BAAAAAACK! woohoo! the past few days hav been pure bliss~~ just slacking, going out, slacking. and slacking. OH YAH! i slacked alot man! =D did i mention? basically! just doing anything except worrying about work =D. SHIOKNESS CAN!!!!!!! =DD ANYHOWS! ARTY FARTY ME went to the national museum on fri!!! DAMNN COOL LAH! thy had this cool cool "photos" section, where they showed off the various pics taken of old times!! focusing on common personalities then, but of whom are no longer visible now. thn the -erm- SENIORS =) [respect ah!] yah. the seniors shared their story about the past, and their experiences with the ppl of the past, lyk the mah jie etc. so friggin intesresting. thn thy had this super fun section, where they provided templates of inscribed pics of things from s'pore, lyk our airport, the trishaw, SALE, etc. thn! we take CRAYON n PAPER! then scratch lyk mad on the ppr!!!! =DD so fun! woohoo! o yah! i went to take a brochure bout the museum, wanting to read m

er. i haffta go clean up my ROTI PRATA breakfast [NYAHA! eat ur hearts out man!!! =DDDDDD woooohoooo!! oh look! multiple chins!!!! get it get it?!?! =D 200 pounds--> multiple chins!! HOHO!!!] yap! so er, i dun think i'll cont for now. =) i myt do so later tho. till then. prata-s away! sk p.s: hun-gray arh? er, no prata for u. but guess what?! =D u can eat the CAKE of dust on my blog. =) ENJOY! but don't OVER EAT ( HOHOHO!!!!!!! get it get it?!?! OVER EAT!!--> 2000pounds!! =)]

OHOHOHO!!!! TIME CHECK! 6:54AM! wooohooo!!!!!! havent slept! =D RIGHT! under HEAVY [HEAVILY punned=D. sorry, can't help it. HAD to. =)]- right. ANYWAYS! under the heavy reccommendation of joshua low chee poon [HIAK HIAK HIAK], i decided to give the movie- 200 pounds beauty a shot when i couldn't get to slp at ard 3am =) HIAK HIAK! HOO! nice 1 lah! i liked it lyk! lyk ah... lyk... LYK ANYTHING MAN! HOHOHO!! ALRIGHT! here's a synopsis!! =D 200 pounds beauty, revolves around a [wanna guess?? *wriggles eyebrow*] A 200 POUND BEAUTY ! HIAK HIAK HIAK! oh~! speak of surprises man! =D hoho! anyways! the main character is a girl by the name of KANG Hanna [i have no idea y KANG is CAPS-ed. =/ but the subtitles always CAP-ed it. so wth! let's go KANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *whisper: Hanna*] YUP! Hanna is a girl with a lovely voice, and this voice of hers makes up for the looks that she lacks. She uses her voice to make a living, typically, being a phone sex host [if that's

SDP- SCHOLARS development prog, the supposed cherry of the cream- is currently in charge of organising a science fair. oh wait. erm. *strikes out SDP*--> the teachers of sdp. ppl make fun of the sdp; ppl luff at the fact tt we're supposed to represent the best of pjc; ppl r bewildered y the sch gives so much privilege to the sdp. me too! =D wakaka!! let's c let's c.... *gua gua gua gua** scene: enters lt 4 sci fair mting

gaa, i realise that i have a problem: i fail to deliver, as a friend. i think i have made promises, promises to "be there", but more often than not, i'm not contactable unless willing to-that is, when time allows. too caught up- i conclude. i'm too caught up in doing the things i have to do, that i have awfully neglected the promises i made. gaa, is this what you would term hypocritical? putting up a "show" of compassion, but never actually delivering it? would it soften the impact if i say that i genuinely care? that i do mull over it on a daily basis, but i dun have time to translate it into action? o yuck, i'm already disgusted by myself. i've said it many times, "it feels awful to say this, but im sorry if it seems like i don't care bout ur stuff. i do care ok? it's jus that i've rilli got much at hand to complete. i'm not saying that i don't have time for you, but ya... i'm sorry...=(" it sounds like an excuse

IT'S OVE- ! *gag* ~and the repercussions hit me wave after wave like seismic tremors.~ it's NOT over. YAY!!! :D oh well! i can't be less bothered =) im deteremined to brighten up my life =) sk

i mentioned in the previous post that many are down in the dumps recently. yep. i did a bit of looking around blogs just now, and i realise, encouragements, are futile. no doubt, i wouldn't deny that i don't expect anyone to buck up with my "take care" or my "jia you! you can do it!", i'm aware actually that it probably does not have any weight. but, enlighten me please, what else? when it comes to human relations, everything runs both ways. at least, from the way i see it, it does. for me, as long as it involves another person, then it means i'm susceptible to wrong interpretations- be it subject to situations, or to my mood. my point is this: we can be gentle and we can be harsh in our expression of care. tried and true, the harsh way of dealing out care almost never works, so we all opt gentle. but, how gentle is gentle? or, how gentle is harsh? it's a hard thing to guage. of course, constructive comments and suggestions are always good, but

i won't usually complain publicly. but THIS, is a bit much. =) just abit tho =) ohoho! *whispers: i have the tendency to exaggerate =D to add drama =D. bear with me! its entertaining ho! =D* FOUR TIMES! tt's 1, *right. here at this pt of time, you can raise ur index finger* 2, *mid finger up too. nono! dun put down ur index!! tt's wat I, not you, shd b doing. =)* 3, *ring finger now... good, u're catching onn....* 4! *finally, ur pinky up too! =) now do u get a bttr pic of 4? gd 4 u...=)* right. four times of wat hur? =) 4 times of repeating the same instruction [requirement], a very simple one too! yah. structure of program. ambiguous? maybe, so i said, organisation of participants. ie hw do u organise ur participants. isn't it tiring? =) four times! oh well, if its JUST the instruction, maybe i wont react SO violently. bt nooooo..... =) being nice n helpful, n at the same time doubtful of th- nvm! *go figure=)* yah, instead of open ended, i even c

i was "blog-hopping" around for about 1.5hrs just now, for want of some exercise. [oh heck hopping takes strength man!]=) the "next blog next blog" sort of thing. a few of them really caught my attention. so fascinating to see the various things that people blog about: politics, photography, anime, music, family, business- in two forms: 1. the kind that discusses, for example, ways to market your products more effectively. 2. the kind that, well, markets themself- very graphic. [MY EYEBALLS!!] Another interesting kind exclaims to the world their undaunted pursuit of freedom of choice to love a member of the same gender. =/ v graphic too. the irony of it one of these blogs was entitled sth like "the simple upright guy". right. oh oh! can check out these 2 blogs!! interesting people!! =) mm, nth too thick or heavy; simple blogs that rant about their life. i don't usually dig these sort of blog

ok, quick one! got the urge! right. my lit teacher zaleena came to us with a story of this girl who defied all social conventions and went ahead to pursue what she enjoyed in life. she theoricated that this girl probably had had enough. to semi quote her" you know there comes this point of time, when you've done the same thing for so long, or when things just gets so overwhelming? you just want to drop everything and do whatever you want to do". Zaleena you hit the nail on the head man! =D!! 2007 had been pretty much a very light year for me. so far. YET, i still break whenever i can, slack whenever i can, and cannot [lol]. plus! im always weighed down by this heavy dreary weary tired feeling. the feeling of psychologically drain. but i know i havent been doing much. there really is so much more i should do and can do. but. i'm not doing them. =) don't tell me i am please. =) like seriously what audacity!! to actually doubt the fact that i would know myself be

i don't understand. i fail to see what can drive such behavior. i do not see how such evil can exist. why? i do not see how any sort of behavior can warrant a "i think u should just die. you know why? cus nobody cares." that's appalling, unacceptable, revolting and the list goes on. what happened to respect? to care for humanity? care begins from home, from a person as an individual. if one lacks the ability to spare a thought for the fellow human beings around him, 1, 2, 3 10, 20.... packets of blood will not redeem him. he will still be as he is- heartless and insensitive. allow me to be frank. let me first compose myself. ryt human nature can take on so many shocking turns. 18 years of my life on the face of Earth, i've seen many different types of ppl. i once thought everybody was lyk my friends- nice understanding and accomodating. i went up to secondary, then i know that tact is a gift. but that was alryt, a few hard slashings, and i've become reasonably

HO HO! this is to any1 hu still checks da blog-> I ROCK UR WORLD I NOE! O YES I DO! ryt! 4:38am on cny! chu yi! [1st day] I! felt lyk blogging ho! bt i have absolutely no idea wat to rant about =) OSH! hmmz, currently, i slaying the pineapple tarts frm ili, a layer at a tym, at an uber high rate HO! not much left! DEPRESSING SEH! ryt, let me rant hoho! *cricket sings majullah singapura!* rar! nvm! hoho! **lightbulb** idea!shall rant bout cny...mmm, rilli wasnt looking fwd to this year's cny, for reasons unknown to me. tried to quote some reasons, bt thy're tooooo feeble to fuel my disinterest n erm if i may say dread for cny. so there! HO! jus wasnt looking fwd lor, nt in da mood i tk. hmmz =/ anyhows, visited chinatown jus now, the action, colours, noise, spirit did tickle my interest for a short moment, but lyk a baby w uber short attention span, da novelty wore off! HOHO!!!!! im ranting! NONSENSE!! GARBAGE! YAY! =D i wana watch bridge to terabithia. i think one of da char

hoho! kop frm nad!! so some of da ans remains da SAME!! y? cus im LAAAZXZZZYYYY 01. Your name --seow ken!! [sumtyms ppl pronounce it as shiow ken, i JUS realised thy were calling me HOT all along hoho!] 02. Hobbies -- Eating, sleeping, slacking, breathing, reading. Practically anything which doesn't bore me and keeps me alive. 03. Gender -- Female, i suppose. 04. School/work -- p Junior College. rar. 05. Height -- 16o cm short. I desperately want to grow taller. Boohoo. 06. Horoscope -- Aquarius. WE rock! 07. Address -- Teck Whye Lane. 08. Email -- ksk_1989@hotmail.com 09. Hair colour -- black n white! wosh! white hair ROCK! 10. Eye colour -- brack, i think. 11. Skin colour -- sh*t colour!! hoho! brown. But fairer in the areas not exposed to the sun. 12. Right or left handed -- Rightie. 13. Status -- Single and loving it! 14. Siblings -- 1 older brother who is most of the times, non-existent. 15. Last 5 digit of your mobile no -- 82876. 16. When's your Birthday -- 21/12/1989. [

WHEESH!!!!! i lyk !! ESP-ly DA constipated singign part! WOSH! :D

RARR!!!! this is da "backwards" of the song, with the events "forwards" RARR! test test test is HOHOHO!

RARRR!!!!!! PWETTY old song rarrr!! waahaha jus trying out da post video sect of youtube! whee~~!! o ya, btw, da [cute! =D] english teacher in da china sch i visited used this song to teach ya... damn sad song... rilli awww~~~

i jus woke up. i woke up really depressed, upon realising tt today, i have got tons of work tt nds to b done, n still undone. upon realising tt china ppt is today. i checked my fone. thn i started luffing. =D almost wanted to CHEER! wahaha! no, it's not the sms-es. i simply saw tt it was 2+ only. duno y. but im MOTHERhappy! MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHER!!MOTHE

life. ends. eventually. i count my blessings many times a day, for having all my loved ones by my side. for being alive. at 10, as i light up those joss sticks n pray for blessings. i wish for success in my studies, my life. at 15, i started to pray for everyone in my family. n started to feel tt i've slightly matured n became less self centered, starting to care for my family... at 17, i pray for everyone in my life. thn i realised tt caring for others, in an indirect sort of way, is my way of being selfish. bt selfish i'll cont to b. i won't deny, i fear the cycle of life n death. i fear it, reject it, and try to ignore it. but death has time n again stared me in the face, such tt i cant help but acknowledge its presence. i'm frightened by the fragility of life. by how easily life in a person cn disappear, the way i can choose to shut down this computer. i cannot stand the thought of losing someone. cant stand the thought of anyone losing something as valuable as life