The little things in life. =)

Look in the tunnel, there's a speck of light within- Don't give up this fight. haiku- literally "hai, *哭*“. (laugh la, even if it's not funny haha.)

Well, just finished the final cut on my film and the report is kinda done as well. All in place for submission tomorrow! Haha, finally done with this 30% project that was a heck of a joyride. =) i really enjoyed working on it together with my pretty awesome group mates, who came from such diverse backgrounds that it was interesting to simply watch the interaction in the group sometimes. Of all the mod chioces i've made in my 4 years, i must say this is really the best one. i shan't talk too much about it for now, but i just wanted to say something before i forget. In this group, what was nice was that for a change, i could sometimes take a more active listening and observing role, as opposed to my usual talk too much to keep the spirit alive role in other groups. this was really a nice alternative, and served as a form of reminder of the times in my past, when i had sometimes assumed active listening roles, allowing me to observe and learn much more about people. haven't

holy shit. nonononoooo!!!! too slack!

I know i shouldn't complain, it doesn't help anything, i know that. But i've done the things that i think should be done to solve the problem, so in terms of redirecting energy, i think there's no necessity for that right now, so let me just type. In short, it was a good day gone bad. I guess i shouldn't have let my happiness float me away. shouldn't have agreed to a movie, shouldn't have neglected contacting the necessary people. Made jiahao upset/disappointed/worried (i don't know), inconvenienced him, and i'm really very sorry for that. then i had a mega quarrel with my brother over i) why i did not contact ii) why my phone was flat in the first place. ii) him contacting jiahao. my initial reaction when i guessed that he contacted jh was a little too exaggerated. perhaps it was my being flustered over film changes, and also that i just don't like my friends/boyfriend to be contacted to ask about me. i just, don't like it. They're not

I really like this new layout! =)) hopefully will have time to blog more ahaha.. my command of the language is so atrocious that writing the many reports for my fyp is becoming so painful. Even after the umpteenth time of editing, i still find it chui. CRAP. i better go brush up on my english.