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SORRY.

to whom it may concern:
i begin to realise, just like da sacred 3, "sorry" loses it's value whn one use it excessively... pray, trust when i say i mean every sorry i say... cuz i do... n i do blame myself for wtv is worth apologising for... tt encompasses a lot... i have a lot to apologise for, perhaps more than any amount of apologies can make up for...

but. it does not necessarily mean i think im da only one at fault.

i m starting to get tired of being the 1 who seems to realise her faults; when sometimes, other equally guilty parties are oblivious to their inherent flaws. crudely put- i expect apologies, yes, apologise. that alone can, for me, clear anyone of their crime. is that too much to ask? an acknowledgment that u r not the best n so u make mistakes?

it irks me to have to handle your apparent lack of self knowledge; sensitivity; EQ ; respect; yadah... da list goes on... sir, hu, if urs truly would allow me to ask- r u to "give me permission" to do as i lyk? tt, just in case u din realise, is insulting; almost lyk, we cant b trusted to do wat's ryt w/o ur permission. ouch. ouch no. 2 wat- if i may ask- position r U in, to "forgive" me [oh, i thank God's grace for sending this blessing to Earth- some one who forgives me for my atrocities. o yes.]. or r u so busy extending ur abilities to c ev1's feelings n do wtv will hurt thm most, such tt u cannot c ur own flaws? awww, im so sorry tt u hav to undertake such a burden. i forgive u =). haha.

speaking of which, may i have your permission to just add in tt u rilli r da most sensitive person i've ever met. thank you! for indirectly pointing out the inferiority of the people [generally] of my gender; thank you too for helping me to waste tym, tt i so desperately wish to waste, as i so did not wish to use it to study n prepare for my upcoming promos. im referring to getting me to do work... tt is supposed to b "handed in"[for lack of a better word]- n thn completely ignore it. thank you =).thank you too for coming to me when u realised tt i needed tym alone. thank you for all the general condescendsion [hah! cant spell] u've shown... i tried to hide it...so hard! bt how did u noe tt being made to feel inferior is one of my pet hobbies? awww.... thank you...=D cant thank you more...

btw: refer to my 1st note on how excessive use of anything can lead 2 its devalue. thank you.

lalalala...

>>change mood<<

while i m generally displeased with your behavior, i must put in a word of justice for you[no more sarcasm! i mean wat i say here lolx. just in case =D]. after much deliberation, i realise tt i too m at fault- which was y i even bothered to apologise. i m extremely guilty for all the sarcasm tt i've been showing; i tink tt needs no explaining. im bad. bt of course, im nt so bad in real life. haha blogs give u da license to shoot your mouth off man...=D ok..lalala....tt felt good...

sry. i HAD to do tt. urgh. precious tym wasted. ought to be hanged... hey you! ya...ryt...rm hold this.... yea... erm...a little higher.... tt's gd tt's gd... little to the left please..... nono...nt too much ....now to the ryt.... bit more .... a weeeeeeny bit more..... OK! now pull!

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