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been a long tym since i last posted anithing on this blog. doubt any1 will still chk it...lol... but i gotta do this anyhows....cuz i dun tk i cn do this face to face, neither do i feel comfortable doing this on my class blog.... s'ppose u cn say im lying to myself. i wun say u're rong. hah...im posting, so tt my fweelings will b aired in public [so tt i cn at least reassure myself] but wont b read by any1 i wana sae this to... haha...nt too comfortable w/ nice sweet cosy intimate emotions u c....lols...=D

here i go

tribute to 06s05

lol....da yr din start out smoothly for me. definitely no. i'll face up to tt now. since it's old ancient history.=D lol....3 mths in pj was alryt, i din care, cuz it wasnt permanent... bt aft 3 mths, whn i gt to aj, i cant pretend tt i wasnt happy. i was. my ego was fulfiled.. haha yep i sure as hell m prideful. n i rilli din tk much of pj. bt i decided to giv it a shot anyhows...n i transferred back to pj... [aj was haha bit too hard work for me la.... waking up early is a chore....i have probs even whn i study in pj...lol...ask li....bet her complains of my latecoming will flood lyk tsunami=D] ya....anyways!! so i transferred back to pj.i still remember da interview w da principal...i was smiling away lyk anithing. she was too. bt da office air con was too strong.

1st day in pj wasnt easy. saw mani ppl i noe. mani ppl joked w me...i joke back ...things lyk tt... bt i wasnt happi. sorry dudes. da og was quite gd too....cheering all da way.... if i had joined thm 1st day on., i myt hav lykd thm. bt too bad i din. i stuck out lyk a sore thumb. i still remember tt lol..

so ya. 1st day was pretty bad rilli....until campfire haha =D whn bpians unite!! :D now THAt is wat i call fun....lol... YO CHECK IT OUT!!

so yap... whn our class 1st met, i wasnt thr..so, i tot:"shit, sore thumb again"

bt thk god u guys were nt lyk that lol....

wahaha.....but, my pride was owaes in da way.... i cnnt deny tt i din feel tt pj wasnt gd enuf.. neither cn i deny tt i tk i shdnt b in pj. felt lyk a sore thumb. well, wat u tk makes wat u r... n so, ya.

BUT!!! =D wahaha if u havent realised. i've accepted pj. =) n i dun tk it's possible w/o my cls... wahaha...it's been hard on u....i rilli neva did bother to hide my dislike 4 pioneer w u guys....i went all out...i did...=X im ashamed too.... lol....bt anyhows.... erm, i tk u guys gave me sth i cn actualli tk of fondly in pj. ya....we may nt b abo great soul mates or frens.... [if i'd met u guys in sec sch we myt have became wonderful frens.... bt lols...i tk my sec sch dudes took up wtv space thr is in my heart lol... **ewwww i hate this heart heart ting....sorry cant tk of a bttr word=S***] bt i still tk it's rilli nice noeing u guys =D RILLI!

n anyways... =D wahaha i nd to thk [wooohohohohoh this feels lyk a prize present. SPEECH!!! I WANA THK MY FATHER MOTHER, N THEIR FATHER MOTHER , N thEIR FATHER MORTHER....ETC...........] weilin lyn n dan la...=D esp weilin...=D u guys r impt ppl to me k? stay true!!! i'll b here 4 u dudes! =) dun giv up k? n dun hesitate to call me either ...........

TT's all!

sk





p/s:::::: ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww tt was abso tooooo mush....bleargh...... once again....this post will stay for lyk maybe 1/2 days.....so it cn air properly....thn i'll take it done...=D LALALALALLA!!!!

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