i don't understand. i fail to see what can drive such behavior. i do not see how such evil can exist.
why? i do not see how any sort of behavior can warrant a "i think u should just die. you know why? cus nobody cares."
that's appalling, unacceptable, revolting and the list goes on. what happened to respect? to care for humanity? care begins from home, from a person as an individual. if one lacks the ability to spare a thought for the fellow human beings around him, 1, 2, 3 10, 20.... packets of blood will not redeem him. he will still be as he is- heartless and insensitive. allow me to be frank.
let me first compose myself.
ryt
human nature can take on so many shocking turns. 18 years of my life on the face of Earth, i've seen many different types of ppl. i once thought everybody was lyk my friends- nice understanding and accomodating. i went up to secondary, then i know that tact is a gift. but that was alryt, a few hard slashings, and i've become reasonably immuned. i must say, it even made me a better person. at 16, i thought mindless insensitivity was a heaven forbidding sin. then i arrived in jc. i realise i had all along been living in my lala land of a paraduise. i saw reality. or rather, reality dawned on me, without my consent. i met people who were sinners in the old context; they were nice to see. i was then introduced to malice- an entirely foreign concept.
i started by dismissing it all. i had gullibly thought and believed such evil would not exist. i had been kind as to think the best of everybody; to think that at 18, ppl were mature enough not to engage in mindless bullying. yes, i say bullying. i overestimated the goood of humanity, and underestimated the powers of the evils of human nature. i'm increasingly disillusioned.
i stone and ponder, why does such malice exist? had the agressors suffered some grave injustice such that thy nd to release it on some subject? no. more often thn not, i obeserved, that's never the case. had the victims committed some grave crime? sucky attitude hardly warrants a disregard for the value of your life. no. does this all sound way too feeble to you? it does to me. i came to a conclusion, people don't need a reason to be evil. it's a matter of choice. thy're evil, cus thy're evil.
shocking i think, but thr's hardly anything i can do about it as i cannot remove the seed of evilness withing thm... it exasperates me. i hate being helpless. hate to see ppl who matter to me be hurt in such a way. angry that such evil even exists. just urgh!
why? i do not see how any sort of behavior can warrant a "i think u should just die. you know why? cus nobody cares."
that's appalling, unacceptable, revolting and the list goes on. what happened to respect? to care for humanity? care begins from home, from a person as an individual. if one lacks the ability to spare a thought for the fellow human beings around him, 1, 2, 3 10, 20.... packets of blood will not redeem him. he will still be as he is- heartless and insensitive. allow me to be frank.
let me first compose myself.
ryt
human nature can take on so many shocking turns. 18 years of my life on the face of Earth, i've seen many different types of ppl. i once thought everybody was lyk my friends- nice understanding and accomodating. i went up to secondary, then i know that tact is a gift. but that was alryt, a few hard slashings, and i've become reasonably immuned. i must say, it even made me a better person. at 16, i thought mindless insensitivity was a heaven forbidding sin. then i arrived in jc. i realise i had all along been living in my lala land of a paraduise. i saw reality. or rather, reality dawned on me, without my consent. i met people who were sinners in the old context; they were nice to see. i was then introduced to malice- an entirely foreign concept.
i started by dismissing it all. i had gullibly thought and believed such evil would not exist. i had been kind as to think the best of everybody; to think that at 18, ppl were mature enough not to engage in mindless bullying. yes, i say bullying. i overestimated the goood of humanity, and underestimated the powers of the evils of human nature. i'm increasingly disillusioned.
i stone and ponder, why does such malice exist? had the agressors suffered some grave injustice such that thy nd to release it on some subject? no. more often thn not, i obeserved, that's never the case. had the victims committed some grave crime? sucky attitude hardly warrants a disregard for the value of your life. no. does this all sound way too feeble to you? it does to me. i came to a conclusion, people don't need a reason to be evil. it's a matter of choice. thy're evil, cus thy're evil.
shocking i think, but thr's hardly anything i can do about it as i cannot remove the seed of evilness withing thm... it exasperates me. i hate being helpless. hate to see ppl who matter to me be hurt in such a way. angry that such evil even exists. just urgh!
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