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NP!- catching on the tide of nostalgia b4 it recede

RARR!!! had a BBQ w da dudes on tues[19th] bit sad tt not many ppl turned up...=( bt nvm tt!! =D was way nice to c da old faces agaiN!=D RARR!!!!

haa...tt day xy passed me a cd of fotos to pass to nad... n pass i havent, bt looked thru i did.. =) b4 u say i was peeping... i sorta had permission to ok!! =D me:"i oso wan da pics!! " xy:" thn u cn gt frm nad wat!!=D" i presume it's this same cd ...so yap... lkd thru it....=D. i hope u dun mind!! =D

wahhhhhhh....i rilli rilli rilli miss it.. those days... those buddies!! those jokes, quarrels, punishments, drills, cis, ncos, cadets...=) I LOVE NP!!!!!!!!!!! rilli rilli do!!!!!!!! ahhh~

haha...lk thru da pics... n remembered many many things... haha... saw da ci's video's!!!-got...ade jinhui honglim qihui hongyun junjie junwei mu liang- FARNNY!!!haa... speaking of CIs...im very interested to noe!! n owaes wanted to ask... what happened then ah? haha i seriously have bad memory... all i remember was tt 1 moment we were joking, playing.. all nice, friendly... thn it all became hostile. what happened? was it something we did? or did not do?? hmmz... it continues to baffle me... wahhh... a yr ago, mm i myt b slightly irritated now, recalling this...haa, 2006 has done lots... i feel ready to discuss this man!! jus tok bout wat happened, wat went rong, possibly laugh at our then childish ways, n thn walk away with a gd impression of each other...=) idealistic ? maybe bah... =) bt i dun tk it's TT impossible ...

another thing, our squad... haa... sometyms... i wish our NP life ended at sec3 level. really. tt of cus is nt possible, bt im allowed to have impossible dreams ryt? =D i dont noe... but i think, in sec 4... we all drifted apart ah?? into our starting to form cliques, whr the noisy n irritating gets noisy n irrtating-er [i noe i noe...meme!! :D], the quiet gt quieter, the isolated, gt erm isolateder haa... it's saddening tt our final yr turned out lyk tt... all the conflicts, b it in the dark or light...all the TOs..[o my tian!!]...the worsening rapport w da CIs...it's almost heart wrenching... tt's one thing tt hasnt chgd since the past... what happened?? hmmz... i have no idea...

haa... i'm trying to resolve unresolved conflicts here man!!seeking answers for unanswered questions.. =D really.. haha, cus i didn't want myself to b thinking of the same things as i m now, when i recall the best time in my life...say 5 yrs down the road...

anyhows! i want an NP camp!! i want the sweat the mud the internal swearing the laugh the camp! =D [effect of lking thru atc pics] let's have one nxt yr dec k?? pls?? haa... thn let's do the same old things over again man!! pitch tent!! [dang !!i miss pegging!!=D]haa, let's invite da CI n NCOs back to torment us man!! =D RARRR!!!!!!!!

sk

shit tt was TOTALLY random...LOL..=D




which reminds me... have u eaten a stingray today?





hmm... nth..nth much... jus asking... random qn..=)

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