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7/4/07

i was "blog-hopping" around for about 1.5hrs just now, for want of some exercise. [oh heck hopping takes strength man!]=) the "next blog next blog" sort of thing. a few of them really caught my attention. so fascinating to see the various things that people blog about:

politics, photography, anime, music, family, business- in two forms: 1. the kind that discusses, for example, ways to market your products more effectively. 2. the kind that, well, markets themself- very graphic. [MY EYEBALLS!!] Another interesting kind exclaims to the world their undaunted pursuit of freedom of choice to love a member of the same gender. =/ v graphic too. the irony of it one of these blogs was entitled sth like "the simple upright guy". right.

oh oh! can check out these 2 blogs!! interesting people!! =) mm, nth too thick or heavy; simple blogs that rant about their life. i don't usually dig these sort of blogs, but these 2 were kinda nice. =)
http://alifewithgrace.blogspot.com/--> by a mother of 3. surprising hor??! a houswife with a life! =O.

http://docunderdog.blogspot.com/--> a post bacc dude on her way to medicne. mm, quite cool. it's like... a high school drama serial universi-fied =)

oh god i need a life.

lalala, let's see, we received our common test results - a period of time that i ALWAYS dread. Not so much because i fear to see my results, but rather because i'm unsure of how to act around people. hmm, my results weren't satisfactory definitely. in fact they were my worst so far, and they really made me sit up and realise the importance of studying again. but, in all sense, they were not too bad. not complaining! Although i must say i can feel people's disappointments in me. when they tell me i'm too involved in extra curricular activities. =/ but, it's not those that are dragging me down, it's just me. =)

er, have got a few activities going on currently, like the pre u sem and the astro fundraising. plus the need to improve on my work, spend time with my family, friends. yap, occupied. sssssss. nvm! =D ohho!

Many people are down in the dumps recently, and i don't really know what to do ohho! ya, helpless again. =/ so frustrating TSK! RAR! JIA YOU PPL ! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!


rar. no mood to blog actually. =) blogging for the sake of it =) OHOHO! joshua sth sth sth! thr u go!


sk

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