The little things in life. =)

you smile. sunshine in my heart. or so i remember. you laugh. music to my ears. or so i remember. your face. give me comfort and support. or so i remember. your words. wisemen of ages can never compare. or so i remember. i saw. you smile. sunshine beyond my heart. i saw. you laugh. music to my deaf ears. i saw. your face. comfort and support for what i know not. i heard. your words. wisemen of ages may not bear. i felt. --were we ever like that? or had nostalgia sculpted a fairyland of my past? i fear. as i floated. away. im lost; scared; my source of solace seems like something i made up to comfort myself. or did i not? i dont know. what im working for; towards. y does it feel like im living on a different frequency altogether? y had i gone w/ nostalgia bt returned w/ negativity? y? no more. please. lols....this was done quite some time ago.... rilli long ago.... date was 8/31/2006 on da diary... haha 1 of da saved drafts....erm... well... quite forgot wa...

1. Put your music player on shuffle. 2. Press forward for each question. 3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING! 4. Tag 10 people to play this game too. 5. Bold the questions and answers that swack How are you feeling today? more than words - westlife well, today IS a day which i rilli cant describe with words la... or maybe it's just my vocab dam small... haha... yah... erm... u c uc !! im erming..!! rilli cant put wat i feel into words la... but erm... it's good? haha... i feel... erm.. some wat at peace w myself n my world... ya... tt snds chim =D Will you get far in life? i just called to say i love you- stevie wonders erm... huh? abit no link ah player...[ ya, now im communicating w the media player too... in addition to birds...=D] ok... tt means.. **bang bang bang -cant tk of sth to crap** so i suppose no? cuz i spend my life calling ppl to say i love thm? tis means tt some random person i randomly called might ran...

wakaka, here is YET another [drumroll please]...... RANDOM NO LINK ENTRY!! **claps cheers! ahhhh~** errr, today for LIT! AHAH! i managed to showcase my wonderful flair for english poetry. after some deep thoughts.. yea deep... as deep as... pam's silicon valley! [u noe it li =D] ---[btw, aHAH! lit!! SIMILE ( yes..yes.. tt's the way to do it... your're getting it... but always remember to ahhh~~~ to end off ur admirations for ME =D)] o ya, anyway, as i was saying... after some dee-silicon valley--eep thinkin, i came up, with a poem. [SQUAD SEDI-CLAP! (kk... i duno how command 4 clap shd sound lyk) p/s: it means CLAP! ] p/s: made v slight chgs...=D my poem. the library a sea of black n white- "be silent!" the librarian screams. more murmurs filled the library- i knew it! the library noisy as has always been. isn't it great? XD YAH! i think so tooo! =D ok bathing go now. okok. "SQUAD SEDI- go now! "

does this offend u? i sincerely hope from the bottom of my heart tt the ans is no. BUT if it did... im sorry.. well, got feedback tt i really shouldn't be using the word ["you know what" =D] as it's very sensitive, and it offends some people. first let me explain myself, i had used the word on certain people, purely with the intention of endearment[if there's such a word lol... derived from endearing...=D i should write longman!=D], it would have been "honey!" or "dear!" or "darling!" -erm, abit, erm, guniang- or "pukky wooky!" - erm.... ya...- or whatever that people normally used. but for want of something different and identifying, i chose the word=D. for example, if i said "eh xxxxx! in class, weilin would know i'm calling for her." in t1, "eh xxxxx!" would have gotten qingpei or cal [mainly qingpei haha =D, u bitch[=X] =D] to turn. it didn't come to my attention that there would naturally be ...

whee~ debates are finally over, [at least for our school it is] hwahahaha.... but ya..strangely i didnt feel as happy as i thought i would be... [awww...] esp when ms chong mentioned that the debates soc. will be closed down aft da com [ie. it's gone as in frm now]; tt's just sad lah... sorry... but in my opinion, tt's just abit too ...erm...realistic ? ya? well... if u do wish for our sch debate team to actually start getting some recognition... then wouldnt tt need training n effort? it's all realli nice n sweet of the principal to say that "oh! u hav my support all the way...i m already v proud of u". but ma'am, SAYING tt u support us n SHOWING ur support, are 2 entirely different things... so effectively, i feel tt ur smile n assurance of support is realli just a nicely looking plastic apple- looks good, but is realli nothing... sorry... next, let me reflect on my time spent in debates... i mus say tt debating realli taught me alot ,esp about skills of...

~once a hairy gay, always a hairy gay man!~ now...what's this hairy gay ting about? wahaha it's my group name for ltc 2006!! proudly presenting ...the hairy gays!! -grace -elizabeth -yi sin -other facilitator[ sry i din catch ur name!] -aziemah -lalita -michelle -min xian -seow ken -ally [duno how o spell lar] -aloysius -bingshao -guan yi -jeremy -jun yuan -kah hwee -keh kiong -syazwan -yi kuan -edwin [the feel good instructor always praising us? =D] hairy gays rocks my socks!! to be honest...for the first time ever since i decided to permanently become a pjc student, i smiled truly from the bottom of my heart. i didnt think it was possible here, but i completely trusted a group of ppl; i felt sth for thm; thy made me feel fuzzy inside waakka; n i cried from the bottom of my heart =D. for all that n more.... thank you i reallli learnt a lot from this ltc...it has done a hell lot of good for me. erm... i finally came to terms with my weaknesses... n for once in my life, someone...

WAHAHAHA!!!! GREETINGS FROM PLANET MARS!! mmm.... i feel it i feel it...I HAVE BEEN MISSED! i know...my followers... you have suffered long... but suffer no more!! i m back to brighten up ur life once more with my incredible life stories!!! JUST in case u havent already noticed... this post has entirely NO CONNECTION whatsoeva to it's title... y thn, u ask me, did i put down the title as tt? because......this ENTIRE POST is going to be continuous ramblings from the oh so wonderful brain of mine...hence, i felt the need to put some completely random phrase down as the title of the post.... [MUAHAHAHA!! note: this is a literary technique known as foreshadowing.... {it wld b appropriate now if ev1 go "ahhhh~~~" with me...ready? ahhhhhh~~~~~~~}] well! let me randomly talk about random nonsense in my randomly nonsensical life...jc has been... mmm... OK for me... nothing particularly impactful... still cant help feeling that i'll walk away from 2 years of jc life with nothi...

to every other lifeless forms out there who bother to chk on my blog....howdy! holidays are finally here!!!!!!!!!! well, yesterday night, pjc astro organised an overnight star gazing in our sch campus... guess wat? i freakin' saw a meteor!! =D BOHAHAHA! mmm, the sighting of the meteor was not as exciting as i tot it would b,no thx to the TV and to ppl constantly blowing up on how gorgeous a meteor is. i tink the name shooting star is overly glorified, shifting star would have been more appropriate, it realli was jus a star streaking across the sky quickly...nth too bombastic... anyhow, i managed to identify a few constellations yest, erm...1st

hello~ im here to update [duh] haha... anyway, it's gd friday...no reason not to do some bita slackin'...so yup... juz in case ppl say i neglect my blog...[yiling, this is directed at u..haha] a few updates on my life... im now in ASTRO club , no luffing...i hav , so far, learnt tt thr r 9 planets in our solar system [yes, im sure now] i learnt bout da birth place of stars ---nebulas [trust, i nv hrd of it b4...in da past...astro 4 me...was stars stars stars stars..] ; n meteors, meteorids n meteorites... thr's a diff! i barely knew tt...i tot it was juz diff way of calling stones falling to earth.. lyk ili;li;yilidadali;.... haha=D..ok no more bout astro..let's move on... onward! erm.. ONWARD! erm... ONWard?? hmmz..da capitalisation din hlp me...thr's nth 4 me to onward w.. wah lan eeeyur..boringboringboring...i've even lost tings 4 me to poke fun at... hmmz... cn sum1 b nice n curse me a toothache? i'll b eternally greatful n indebted.. haiz...**shakes hea...

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whooo~ it's been a way looong tym since i last updated...but this is REAL exciting...so i'll tell u guys bout it.. WARNING: THE ENTRY IS UBER LONG...I WARNED U..I'LL UNDERSTAND IF U DONT READ IT FROM TOP TO END...[juz dun lk at me if ur teeth mysteriously starts aching] ok...i've been having toothache 4 quite some tym...now dont say tt i eat too much sweets n dont brush..tt is history!! but since da tooth decay started long ago..haiz...anyway...toothache sucks...big tym...it hurts so much tt i m driven to flinging vulgarities at my pillow... n i'm not TT crude a person...unless in dire situations..i wont swear...[:| i tink] anyway...toothache realli hurts...n yar...i wish tt whoeva is luffin at me now [ or say i eat too much sweets]..will gt a terrible terrible toothache too...wahaha...TT is evil..honest.. ok anyway..i went to da dentist...n he chked out my teeth..thn he mumbled sth bout analgrams n sum no.s n some being tilted [eg. 5.2tilted..]...i duno...but analG...

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If tomorrow never comes.. Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping She''s lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart Chorus: If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she''s my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes '' Cause I''ve lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there''s no second chance to tell her how I feel So tell that someone that you love Just what you''...

lol...it's chu er n i'm waitng 4 my fam to get up n go bai nian [chu er = 2nd day of CNY; bainian= visiting] so while i waste my tym away...i decided to surf 4 farni adverts.. chk thm out..!!=D http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=244779989091726735 clops!~a clay action figure action movie hahah :D http://video.search.yahoo.com/video/view?&h=105&w=140&type=msmedia&rurl=www.dayvejohnson.com%2F&vurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.dayvejohnson.com%2FDownloads%2FVideo%2Ftopdui1.wmv&back=_adv_prop%3Dvideo%26va%3Dfunny%2Badvertisement%26fr%3DFP-tab-web-t%26ei%3DUTF-8&turl=scd.mm-so.yimg.com%2Fimage%2F1850691044&name=topdui1.wmv&no=14&tt=47&p=funny+advertisement&oid=9acd98dc5efbeb90&size=1.1MB&dur=114 haha farni cop video http://www.tranceaddict.com/forums/archive/topic/57513-1.html haha haf a few farni adverts~includes pepsi ikea haha lol…but lemmi clear sth first…I tink one of the ads is not v polite to japs… I dun support tt..but i g...

quote: haha frm ili "ever suppressed some feelings to urself? i thk every1 has gone thru dat b4, at least once. agree? well.. wad did u do? hmm.. did u tell some1 abt it eventually? did u express urself in some ways? or just kept it in all the way? if u told some1....did u say out everythg dat's on ur mind? did u feel better aft dat? or did u just let out enuf to release urself from the unbearable tension inside u?" hmmz.. qn 1: y m i bloggin on this? ans: no particular reason...my blog juz needed sum "ressurrection phial" [haha abit too obssessed w/ fable] to make it alive again...so yea...this kinda presented itself as the "phial"... entry starts: suppressing feelings...i think that is a part of life ...if not life itself...especially in s'pore dun u tink? suppressing is something i consider a life-skill...i think high eq ppl might acknowledge that...when to say wat n whn not to... it's a matter of holding your tongue...[that i cant do v well...

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haha...my all tym fav. anime: peacemaker kurogane[pmk]... i've always wanted to do a skin on this anime, so i've now finally completed my wish.HAH! nice eh? =P[*nods frantically* sk

new skin again....saw this and really lyked it...i lyk emily the strange n the format of this skin...hahah ...evting lks sorta lyk a disturbing-depressin mix... then u have the wordings...but to give credit to the creator n the skin's mood, i decided to leave them as they r...cool huh? =D k...maybe not...but i lyk it nonetheless... haha...dun care... sk

For the first time in so long...i lived again!!!wow....campfire was a blast even thru th rain; the chair saving [ yea man ili!!! chair saving heroics!!] n th v sad fake campfire n the vvv bright hall lights.....[ thy jus wun dim it ryt??! thy hav a prob...] yay!!! miss bp alot...thx to pj i noe how much i luv bp..hahahahah.....=D o yar...mrs ee smiled at us u noe!!! altho we were bein v noisy in th general office...hahah!!! =D so happi!!!awww...so mani tings so mani ppl...so mani teachers...haix...hahaha...n we alll sang th sch song LOUDLY!!! [ shouted actualli :D hmmm...or croaked for tt matter ...] anyhow, campfire was great, except whn the sec 1 boy i interviewed said we lk old...too old... -_-""""""""""""""""""" [ tt's alot of drops of sweat ok..] we shall go back on cny yah!!!?? =D we better!!if not th sch will miss us ..muahahah!!! signing off: chair-saving-heroine-sk