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DONE!

whee~ debates are finally over, [at least for our school it is] hwahahaha.... but ya..strangely i didnt feel as happy as i thought i would be... [awww...] esp when ms chong mentioned that the debates soc. will be closed down aft da com [ie. it's gone as in frm now]; tt's just sad lah... sorry... but in my opinion, tt's just abit too ...erm...realistic ? ya? well... if u do wish for our sch debate team to actually start getting some recognition... then wouldnt tt need training n effort? it's all realli nice n sweet of the principal to say that "oh! u hav my support all the way...i m already v proud of u". but ma'am, SAYING tt u support us n SHOWING ur support, are 2 entirely different things... so effectively, i feel tt ur smile n assurance of support is realli just a nicely looking plastic apple- looks good, but is realli nothing... sorry...

next, let me reflect on my time spent in debates... i mus say tt debating realli taught me alot ,esp about skills of persuasion n current affairs. now, i actually know things about th kyoto protocol, the UN- unisef, yadah yadah =D HERHERHERHERHER... this is probably y im not as happy as i shd b... cuz im not sure im happy n satisfied with knowing tt i have alot more to learn n improve on, but thn not do anything about it...

but anyhow, im still vvvvvvv glad tt i hav ownership over my life again...=D tt i cn b a proper student once again [which reminds me tt i have work undone =X] WHEEEeeeeEEEEEeeeeEEEEEEeeeeeeEEEEEeeeeEEEE =D tho we lost at quarts, im still v happy =D haha cuz we beat 2 teams [hueva thy r..] cuz i tot we'd beat none... =D so yar! conclusion on jcdc: goood~~~=D [but it's rilli a hell lot of work man....]

NOW!! da most impt part of da blog entry!=D THANK YOU DUDES! wahahahaha... esp esP eSP ESP!!! wahaha... yo dude... u stayed back rwealli late for all those days i had training... so i bet u were as tired as i was, n irritated too, whn da work seems unending...=D Uber uber uber big thank you seriously for all da support...=D rwealli rwealli... n thk Qs to weilin 4 all da "jiayou sk" tt u wrote evwhr... =D

sk

whee... im getting happy liao wor..=D

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