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New start.

New start in a different sense this time.

I did it! I called Jenny and told him the two things on my mind. 1. about the phone call at night. 2. about telling ah jiang stuffs i shouldnt have told him. RU SHI ZHONG FU. =)

HUGE relief.

Judging from my response, it's quite obvious it didnt go badly at all.. =) my maybe wasn't just a maybe. it was truth. =) yay. I just realised, i used to give ppl the benefit of doubt and think the best of them. Meaning which, my maybes will ALWAYS be truths. Along the way i lost this habit. Time to get it back!!! Jenny must feel so hurt that i should be thinking the worst, not the best of him, everytime he does something.

Even i feel damn sad thinking about it like that. =/

It's a new beginning! I'm going to carve out a new beginning for myself, him, and our relationship. OPERATION FREEDOM is still on! =)

I'M ON!

Cheer for me yo! SK's COMING TO THE HOUSE YO! =D

I'm back. HAH.

TOODLE DUMS,
sk


p/s: excerpt from phone convo.

"I think i'm psychic! 1. i knew you werent asleep. 2. i knew you were thinking like that that's why you chose not to tell me the truth.

him: my dear, the second thingis called trust please. you trust me that's why you think like that.

me: I DON'T CARE! I AM PSYCHIC!

him: okok, you're a psychic and a delayed psychic ok.. =D"

"me: i had this operation freedom ting you know... [explain explain]
him: AHAHAHA operation freedom sounds like the tamil tigers!
me: did you just call me the tamil tigers?!
him: sorry sorry, i meant the tamil tigeress!
=.="

"me: we have to check the spring neap low tides before we head to p. ubin. must see chek jawa, if not not very fun to go... if tide conditions not favourable then we dont go bah..
him: wah the spring neap low tides reminds me of my diver training.
me: har? you know about spring neap low tide ah?! OH MAN! i was still attempting to flaunt my geog knowledge!
him: come on, in udt we operate at low tide... [lengthy explanation]...
me: orh...wah i learn sth new!!! =) yay!
him: yea! HOOYA! i like our ______ (insert forgotten word)! HOOYA!
me: (spur of the moment) RIBET RIBET!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHA *fits* i've always wanted to do that! cus you all wa1 ren2 mah...
him: did you just gua gua gua us?
me: no! i RIBET RIBET!!! =DDDDDDDD really always wanted to do it, but i thought you'll find it insulting.
him: I DO! OF COURSE INSULTING LAH! it's because you're too far away ok! if not i confirm whack you! i feel like whacking you la! just because you're too far away ok..."

LOLOLOL cracked me up real good haa..

-finito!

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