The little things in life. =)

i suppose happiness is an entirely subjective thing. i also suppose that the benchmark for happiness will vary with time. so, it'seither that my benchmark has heightened, or that i'm starting to see things in a different perspective- one that didn't use to be my own. sk

Another week flew past, and looking back on the past two weeks, i think i have done many things that leaves much more to be desired. I'm not just talking about school work per se though. School has been intriguing! I really do honestly enjoy learning new things with each lecture. I am having fun in lectures! =D So let me dedicate a short something for each of my lecturer. Physiology: my lecturer's one funny man! seriously! his sense of wit, sarcasm and humour is unparalleled, [yes, even by me! =D]! I haven't once sat through a lecture without wondering in amazement, what sort of person he exactly is. Lol, like for example, when he was teaching us about how multiple excitations from various neurones can arrive at a single post synaptic membrane. He links this to multi- tasking. "how amazing the human body don't you think? that we're able to do so many things at one time. Like how i find it exceptionally amazing that some students can be looking at me a...

Hello Earth! Indeed, the almighty important one has been missing in action for a substantial period of time. But they all say- absence makes the heart grow fonder aye? =D I'M SURE. So here i am, attempting to, once again, resurrect and keep to the commitment of updating this place. Hopefully. =) Anyways, I'm currently reading this book called THE SHOCK DOCTRINE, by Naomi Klein. A background on this book: SHOCK. Yes, shock is the all and everything that embodies the contents of this book. No, it's not what I'll class as fiction. It revolves around events that are occuring in the here and now of the world today. Having said that it is not fiction, i must say, that the contents of the book is about as unreal and shocking, if not more, than fiction. In fact, the reality of the situation is what enhances the sense of shock one should feel when one reads the book. She reports to us the dirty little secrets of the real world that people, or rather, I, dont pay ...

I ALMOST FORGOT! GUESS WHAT MAN?!?!?!?!! I GOT A NEW PHONE LALALA!!! =D got bluetooth! and connectivity to com! =D yay-ness! =D so, just to haolian that i can FINALLY connect to my com, here are some pictures! dropped by vivo with xb sarah yesterday after we went to pay up for the ocean's butterflies vocal course (360 bucks ok! wa lao!) bad idea to say where i took this tho =D the guy came n told me, "no photography please! =)" but sice i already took these, so.... ya la... =D so cute right! esp the 2nd one! =D it looks so blur!! =D pity they didn't have kittens tho.. HAHAHAHAH! i'm a good photographer! sunset! my boy boys! =D FEEDING TIME! sk

HOHO! this place has been forsaken for quite a while hur?! right! cpr attempt no. 1! so! how has relief teaching for 2 months been? mm, enriching... in a way... tiring definitely. relief teaching isn't as easy as it seems i feel. at the very least, i managed to make something very clear for myself. I WILL NOT BE A TEACHER. no. unless it's an absolute desperate measure (which then brings me to pray all the very best for a decent a level results). not entirely because i don't enjoy the job. i do. i do think that the sense of fulfilment one gets in teaching, is probably unparalleled in other jobs. but the amount of *^*$^#-ness in exchange for that fulfilment, doesn't feel entirely worth the while. ie, i find myself &%#$^$#* rather than OSH! most of the time. so i would say, teaching is emotionally draining- for me that is. probably due to my manner of working. i have the habit of putting in too much of my expectations in the things i do. that just doesn't help me a...

been a while since a last blogged; within the short few months, many things happened and many things have changed. i feel like i have aged many years over in this past few months. shall i admit now? how tired i really am? i am. truly. enough.

went for briefing today. WA KAO. i can safely say that today is THE! most boring day i ever had to sit through. THE MOST ok! n i've always been very proud of my ability to self-entertain; and today! i couldn't even do that wa piang. dieeeeeeeeeeee how to endure this all the way to uni?! HOW?! =/ tsk. I QUIT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! =DDD!! MMMMMMWAHAHAHAA!! sigh, now i can't wait to c ili n jo!! TMR!!! n the 31st!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDD cannot wait. seriously. with all the sincerity those 2 words can hold. ahhhhh bored bored bored... lalalala... n this is for the 1st time in this very long holiday lor.. wth... =/ oh well~~

i thought this was really cool~ =DD really love dove campaigns! pro age etc, =D *WAILS AT THE TOPPA MY LUNGS* i SEEEE ur TROOOOOOOOO COLOURS shining thru =)~~~

OUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! =S lol..

i decided to copy KK!! =DDDD!!! love this one!!

what the bloody hell u tell me, what the bloody hell omg!! ARGHHHH!!!!!! LOL guess what happened man, i. just.dropped.my.phone.into.my.glass.of.water. DOM. just like that. what the hell was i doing?!?!?! OMG!!!!! i duno whether to laugh or cry la!!!!!! *whacks forehead** now how? HOWWW??!?!?! aiyo!! WHO in the world voluntaroly throw their phone into their water? u tell me!! ARGHHHHH... shit la, no phone AGAIN LOLOL! mei you yuan la totally... i actually find it very funny- except for the cannot contact ppl bit. lol... sigh, i'll go do sth abt it... sk

to the few kind souls who still comes by to dust this god forsaken place:::: hi jason! n bye! phew good riddance =DD nahahaa, just kidding =D n jiahao, the blog is NOT dead ok! it's WINTER (yes it is, even in singapore) it's only natural to hibernate HAH. kenneth: oops sorry!! =D got that done now!! xiaobai: I BLOGGED AGAIIIIINNNNN!!!! lucky pork in israel now! hurmph! future husband =.= u better dun bring back! =DDD --------------------------------------------- CHRISTMAS IS AROUND THE CORNERRR!!! counting today as tmr (since i havent slept) we are EXACTLY 2 weeks away from christmas. =) i love christmas, i honestly do. it may not have any religious meaning to me, but i love the spirit of christmas, just - literally- for the fun of it! love the joy, cheer, carols (ahh! i dig christmas carols!), etc- absolutely dig it. so yea, just to indulge myself in the festive spirit a little, i went to re-watch this movie (love actually) which many people have raved about (a long long ti...

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO SORRY KENNETH!!! =S =S ='( i scatter brain la... so sorry, forgive me pleeeease??? ='( my fellow "ken"? SHE fan? i didn't mean it!! so here's your portion: KENNETH!!! haa, like i said, SHE ADDICT!! =D lucky pork went to she concert!! i oso wan!! thanx for the times when u helped us book bbq pits n wat nots.. =D n yes yes, u always reply msgs one!! unlike me!! =D waka, one of the very FEW hu reply me evtym i msg the class... =DDD (psst. sk is really very sorry ok?? =$ don't read too much into it hor! it's just me.. SORRY!) sk p/s: anyone else i left out?? =S i SCARED.

until today, i still dont know how to spell that word, but i keep using it, each time with a different spelling hmm. RANDOM! updates, got a new haircut, jus like SARAH! =D whaha, still in awe of how tiny thgs lyk a haircut can make one feel so different. i'm a new... MAAAN!!! KAW KAW KAW! don back my contacts, mm, did little chgs here thr... yea~ my point is, life is pretty mundane around here lol.. tried out diff genres of music. jason strongly recommended metallica once b4. expecting it to blast my eardrums to smitherins (duno how to spell either- crap). so i turned the volume to mid range, n braced myself. - then i found myself falling asleep. lol. no la not really. just that they were more soothing than i expected, almost like a lullaby, not too bad, not exactly boring, but their songs r loooonnnngggg... n i have a short attention span. =) not exactly to my taste, but i don't reject it. =) speaking of songs- jay's ne...

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OH MY GOODNESS- (WARNING: this is completely random shit =DD reader discretion -if there's any at all lol- is advised =D SERIOUS) its friggin OVERRR!!! im a free birdy!! tweet tweet!!!! (haha, jo don't say i nv mention u!! tuu wit tuu wit, you tuu wit ur way!! =DD) ANYWAY! post a levels are... as good as i think they can get =D an entire day of slow paced, nothingness. ahhhh~ tantalising. my idea of a proper life- no life! =DDD haw haw haw. 2 years in JC wasn't exactly a bed of roses. academic demands were crappy, and when coupled with cca demands, school demands, people, etc, it almost threatened to suffocate- but yea, at the end of it all, i wouldn't disagree that it had been a most interesting and unique experience. JC life for me was especially fulfilling. the a levels period saw me working my ass off (not literally- though i wish =D quite the opposite hapened HAHA)- which was something quite new, considering that slacker had once been my middle name. (n considering...

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