When i'm struggling to just stay in the game and not give up, i really wonder if this is for me at all. To continue down this path, or to seek my fate somewhere else? But that's not a question for me to answer, at least not in the near future. I think this time, it's up to the path to choose if it wants me or not; not the other way around.
I think it's time to start afresh, right up from ground zero. Funny to attempt a rebirth of character at a quarter of a century, I know. (okay, i confess i struggled between whether I'm a quarter of a decade or quarter of a century old). But well, some things have to be done! To quote my favouritest female singer-songwriter; my (sort-of) life inspiration; "to give yourself a new life, you have to give the other one away". I am famous for holding on too tightly to the past. Perhaps it's time to let good, let go. Seek forgiveness, and also forgive myself for old wrongdoings, whether or not I truly deserve it (who's to judge?). Life simply must not be spent wallowing in the past. (For we are not warthogs, hakuna matata) So- Hello world, again. (: sk p/s: #(parenthesesabuse)
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