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Hohoho, it's been awhile since i updated! haha, been pleasantly occupied Nowadays. =)

*breaks into a song* It's good, isn't it? Grand, isn't it? Great, isn't it? Swell, isn't it? Fun, isn't it? Nowadays~ =) *cough:CHICAGOMG!*

SO! if you had to sum up 2010 thus far in a word, what would it be? Hmm, i'd say dramatic and (now) peaceful. (i can't count! =)) Hmm, it's another rollercoaster year this year. Not entirely in a bad sense i guess, i think i will finally have things to talk about in my end of year review! =)

haha, but i'll save that for then! for today, i just thought i'd give a public thanks (despite the fact that my blog's public is probably not more than a handful) to this very nice lady who decided to give me a lift after seeing that i was DRENCHED in the rain this morning, waiting for the green man at the traffic junction, with my bag on my head as a feeble shelter. =) THANK YOU. =) I don't know you, but today you reminded me of myself from a while back. When i highly believed in looking out for my fellow human beings, and lending a hand whenever possible. I believe in paying it forward, you know? =) It was a very pleasant reminder, so thank you. And to whoever may be reading this, remember that YOU can be the start of a loooong chain of paying it forward. It really does happen! =) Whether or not you see it.

Alright, that's all! i'm gonna scoot to study before naggychanjiahao nags at me to stop facebookingtweetingplayingsmsingblogging and start studying! =D (hahha, i know you never said that lilst, but hey! =) i can already predict that you will one day. come on.. i know you too well yes? =))

ciao guys! =) take care!

sk



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