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School has started for about 2 weeks and i'm tremendously behind time with all the lessons missed due to yog. This is worrying. But nonetheless, i view this semester with a little more confidence than the past one. Screw this, i'm gonna OWN! hahha, alright i'm just saying to psych myself up. =) But yes, i took the effort over the past couple of weeks to clear out some of the junk that has been accumulating since i graduated from JC. Almost as though it was done on purpose, these uncleared junk are the perfect parallelism to how i have given up the reigns over my own life for the past 2-3 years. Well, something's about to change.

Enough of self-psyching, self-centered talk. =)

the mega event of the recent past is probably YOG. As we can all see, there is a huge hoo hah about this event. It's not exactly a huge part of my life, but it has indeed given me a fresh experience. The organisation of the competition over at my event, leaves much much more to be desired for. This time, i sincerely hope that feedback forms are read, because i wrote them an essay hahahha.. Yup, but i shall hold my comments now. Patriotism in the house yo! And yes, to be fair, they have done some things very well too. So i guess, YOG is passable success. I speak for my venue alone though.

On another note, I've been hooked to Glee during the holidays! =D So my main purpose in coming here today, is to share this little bit of inspiration with anybody who still reads the blog. =) If i'm not mistaken, this is a song from the West Side Story. (i really wanna watch it one day! hmm.) So yea, enjoy it! =) I'd like to try defying my own gravity one day- If you can understand me hahaha..

Defying Gravity

Something has changed within me

Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try Defying gravity
I think I'll try Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost

Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!


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