Recluse

Once every so often, I like to withdraw into myself and shut out the world- whimsically. Just stop talking. No real reasons. Not really the first time.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps, this is a part of me that needs some getting used to.

Perhaps, the people who knows me, knows this happens.

Perhaps, the people who do, doesnt exist.

Perhaps i'm wrong-

Perhaps this is selfish.

But once, just once, every so often- i'd like to claim my leave from social behaviors.

Just once every so often, i'd like to disappear. Take the phone off the hook- for ages.

-I'm sorry though, if my habits hurt.

And i do so appreciate the concern too.

But, like my daddy says: ourself knows best.

sk