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i'm back again!

Dear blog, long time no see. =D haa, to my immense surprise, i just realised that this blog still has some tiny traffic once in awhile! it's sweet to know that u can be gone but not forgotten. =) touched. But let that go both ways- i rmb who my friends are too. We may not be in touch, but nobody is ever forgotten. How do u forget your time with a person? It kinda hurts though, when i get not one, but a few feedback telling me that they think i'm too busy to be contacted to go out. Do friends think that way? I wonder.

I'm not naturally somebody who asks others out or organises outings. I'm dont mean to sound obnoxious or self important; but if nobody initiates a meetup with me, then we probably wont meet up. Such things simply doesnt come to me as naturally as it does to others. If i have nothing to do, then- i pretty much just have nothing to do. There has never been such a thing as "hmm, im bored. let me jio someone out." i didnt grow up in a system where i have the liberty to do that. And i can be pretty contented in my little shell. yup, i guess i now know why i havent been meeting up with ppl. they dont ask and i dont too LOL.

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